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sick of you

by hopscotchbattlescars

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control me take away what i need control me deny my basic human rights i beg and scream for my cure they ask are you sure we are free to consume mind altering poisons and kill ourselves and yet they have the gall to ask “are you sure”
2.
needing something to do turn to russian roulette cure your boredom poison yourself i say that you should not continue this contradictory self destructive hedonist sacrifice a part of you intoxication fills the gap all the things you wish you had feeling numb replaces that sacrifice a part of you intoxication fills the gap all the things you wish you had feeling numb replaces that
3.
wasting your days with your sign on the street worship a god that you’ll never meet to get into to a heaven that doesn’t exist as an excuse to preach your prejudice wasting your days with your sign on the street worship a god that you’ll never meet to get into to a heaven that doesn’t exist as an excuse to preach your prejudice everyone sees you as a fucking inconvenience get off my fucking block pack your shit and fuck off everyone sees you as a fucking nuisance get off my fucking block pack your shit and fuck off i best not find you there again go home with all your loser friends this world should be safe for very single being if you can’t get with that you’ll see to a fucking beating i’m tired of seeing this shit almost every fucking day get the fuck off my block Get the fuck out of my face you stupid fucking bitch ain’t asking no one for forgiveness hold your fucking breath mind your fucking business i’m tired of seeing this shit almost every fucking day get the fuck off my block get the fuck out my face you stupid fucking bitch ain’t asking no one for forgiveness hold your fucking breath mind your fucking business i’m so sick of you and everything you stand for it’s so clear to me that besides your god you have nothing to live for i hope your sitting at home lonely as fuck nothing to do no one to love empty inside bored out your mind nothing to do and no one to love i hope your sitting at home lonely as fuck nothing to do no one to love empty inside bored out your mind nothing to do and no one to love
4.
quitting 01:55
i wont go back its not a sacrifice this is who i am this is my life i used to be afraid, used to hide behind the addiction i fostered self hate with temporary relief, my own decision too scared to love myself, to scared to let the world in uninhibited a futile attempt to revise, a pathetic way to waste my time fuck that keep on moving the past is the past i will never relinquish what ive worked so hard to find and i know further down the line i will have a better outlook wont give up the progress i have made
5.
begin anew 02:53
WILL LEAVING HERE PUT MYSELF IN ANOTHER? WILL THERE BE A FRESH RESTART? SAY THIS OCCURS I VOW TO REMEMBER THIS NEW FRESH START I EARNED I EARNED THE DRIVING FORCE TO ABANDON SHIP; I FEEL SO FUCKING STUCK IT COULD BE EASIER THAN I THINK TO GET MY SECOND CHANCE DO I DARE TO PUSH MY LUCK? DO I DARE TO SEARCH FOR MY DESERVED REBIRTH? THIS REBIRTH I FUCKING DESERVE YOU TOOK SO MUCH FROM ME AND I DEMAND SO MUCH IN RETURN I FUCKING EARNED THIS, YOU FUCKING OWE ME THIS FIX ME AND I WILL NEVER FORGET I EARNED THIS, YOU FUCKING OWE ME THIS FIX ME AND I WILL NEVER FORGET BEGIN ANEW I WANT THE LIGHT OF THIS LIFE TO FADE WAKE UP BEGIN ANEW IF YOU DO NOT GRANT ME THIS WISH THERE IS NO TELLING WHAT ILL FUCKING DO BEGIN ANEW I WILL FOREVER RESENT YOU FOR THIS MISERABLE EXISTENCE
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worthless predator fuck your head is on the chopping block you're not fucking welcome here go home and think about what you've done go home and think about what you've done worthless son of a bitch time to make a point worthless predator fuck i want to personally make your life suck you're not fucking welcome here i don't think you are worthy of your life let me end it for you show your face again give me a reason show your face again i fucking dare you
7.
youre fucking criminals spouting hate for the sake of your weak egos its fucking immature, sets a bad standard but your comfort comes before our safety small hearts and narrow minds i cannot sit silent in the dark so pack your shit and fuck off you spiteful, ignorant, homophobic, bigoted, racist fucks this is no place for you immasculated, whiney and uneducated, dont know how you graduated fuck. here's what i wanna do? burn your flags to the ground burn your flags to the ground kill for them kill for them kill for them kill for them
8.
when does it get better i am tired of waiting when does it get better i am tired make it stop i want change make it stop i need change the dichotomy of not wanting to exist and the cowardice of not being able to end it it’s a sin that I’m here in the first place it’s not fair I have to live through this suffer life’s unendingness suffer life
9.
when i look back on my life and i think about all things that once brought me joy i cant help but realize about how so much of it has been corrupted, ruined, destroyed or stolen away from me and there's nothing left I was given this precious gift of life and i want to give it back and everyday i wake up wishing i was someone else, whats the point of sitting around and waiting for things to get better quit while youre ahead (its so easy to fall behind) Get out before your dead (they wont show you mercy) There is no way to lose, (if you never try) Please let it end take all my pain away life is hell (i want out) life is hell (kill me) life is hell (end me) life is hell (i want out) life is hell (break me) life is hell (waste me) i want out im so tired of waiting for myself to turn my own life around if i had it in me i would have fixed myself by now i know this world is vast and full of opportunities but the only dream that brings bliss to my poisoned mind is of my last breath leaving my body send me hope or throw me the rope

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released May 5, 2023

simone - guitar/vocals
wyatt - drums/vocals
erik - bass/vocals
jude - guitar
jordan voth - recording, mixing, mastering

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Winnipeg metalcore/mathcore

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